Hello to all of my erotica fans. I have good news and I have bad news. The bad news is, is my system is still having issues with TK17. It continues to give me this black screen, showing everything but the actual models and scenes for me to be able to design, as you can see above. I can’t figure out why it’s doing this, even with a fresh install. I didn’t change any settings and nothing else is doing this. Just this program. And so, the bad news, is that commissions will be delayed until I can figure out what the hell is going on with this thing. The system is old, and it’s main support site shut down years ago. So, it’s hard to find help. But, I’ll figure out what to do. So, that’s the bad news.
The good news, is that this is forcing a change. I’ve held on to TK17 for a long time because I was one of the best at it. But, the scene has moved on from TK17 and I think this is a sign its time for me to evolve. So, I’ve downloaded Blender and Source Film Maker, and I’m going to finally master them like I did TK17. It took me about a year to get good with TK17, so I figure it’ll probably take a year to really get good at SFM. Obviously, I’m going to keep trying to find a solution to the above issue, but the clock is ticking on this style and system. Truth be told, clock is running out on 3D erotica, altogether. I’m looking to make the jump to producing the real thing.
I only got into 3D erotica because I was still religious. In my mind, because I “struggled” with the real thing, I was going to go to hell if I didn’t overcome it. And because I am a naturally sexual being, it was nearly impossible to overcome. Even when I became a Christian at 20, I quit everything: Drugs, drinking, violence, sex, “bad” friends, I even overcame my violent temper. (Unless you touched me.). But, I could not shake erotica. It was especially hard to stop viewing Mariana Cordoba. (Which, I understand now, as she’s one of my guides.). But, I got the wonderful idea that: “If there are no actual people, then you can’t actually lust after anyone and go to hell.”. Around the time I had that genius thought, Umemaro 3D was big. Shoko Sugimoto made it easy to use 3D as a crutch until I could overcome it altogether. As the technology improved, so did the scenes, which made it easier to replace Hitomi Tanaka with Shoko Sugimoto. (It was far from ideal, but it worked.).
Ultimately, I came across my favorite creator: “Nick Cockman”. Who used the engine I use now. As there was hardly any transgendered scenes in Hentai at the time, the thought hit me: “What if I tried to make it myself?”. And Shotz 3D was born. I had no fucking idea how popular my work would become. It still trips me out to this day that my older scenes have millions of views and people still like that shit today, even though it’s years old and outdated. I really appreciate ya’ll for that. I’m a complete unknown, but Meryl’s Sissy Slut School has over 300K views on Xhamster. A number of the scenes do. I used to take it as something to be hidden, though. An anonymous channel in which I could let out my true urges without committing the act of “adultery”.
Because to “Lust after a woman in your heart is to commit the sin of adultery.” Which makes no logical sense, because “god” established adultery as having sex outside of a marital arrangement. But, now you can not be married, just look at a woman and think she’s sexy, and go to hell for adultery. Instead of fornication. Which would make more sense, because that’s sex without marriage and would encapuslate all of the unmarried people you intend to burn forever because they looked at someone. Someone you specifically designed for them to find attractive, knew they would find them attractive when you designed them, and brought them across their path. anyway. (But…you don’t lead anyone into temptation.) Whatever. It makes sense to someone struggling with multiple personality disorder, I guess. I think that trinity needs to get some shit worked out in their head.
But, I couldn’t see through that obvious contradiction and stupidity when it came to looking at others sexually. Worse, I passed on who knows how much money because I was giving it away for free, so as not to be caught. Damn it, I hate the old me so much, sometimes. Fucking coward. So scared of people’s opinions. And for what? For what? Just for the people I was so concerned about to be plotting my death the entire time. My DEATH. Now, I get it, that’s an extreme situation. But, it’s no different for any of you. You hide your love of erotica, sex, smut, whores, hookers, etc… because you’re afraid of what “polite company” thinks of you. Fuck polite company. If you only knew what “polite company” thought of you behind your back, you’d invite them over, turn on Mona Azar and Violet Myers right in the living room and ejaculate in their faces. Especially if people actually sat down and thought about how stupid it really all is.
Let’s take an example: As this suddenly goes from a short update to a lesson:
The Bible says repeatedly that Homosexuality is an abomination and that someone like me should be put to death for liking men as much as women, wearing shawls and looking pretty, and loving flowers. For this, I should die. (And I’d like to see you motherfuckers try. Oh wait…I already did. RIP to all of your casualities. Just kidding. I’m glad they’re dead and I’ll be glad when you join them. Fuck you all and never forget: Your lives mean nothing to me.). No, that’s a lie. They mean something to me, because it makes me happy when you lose them. I’m going to start making a mural for all of you who die. I just need to take the time to find the obituaries for people like Garrett, Bruce and Veronica. No love for the opps above or under the ground. Would help if I could remember their last names. I know Garrett’s is Fowler, because he’s the third Fowler to be involved in this shit. The other two being Ken (my cousin) and the aforementioned Jeanetta Fowler. Which is too weird to be a coincidence. I don’t know if I’ll ever find out why three different unrelated (that I know of) Fowler’s were all fucking with me. Because the Tribe has already offed two of them and I have no dealings with the last one still left.
But, before this swerves into me gloating over how my Tribe eliminates my enemies with disease and dying in bed (again), let me get back to the point, of the Bible saying I deserve to die, while these good “Christians” targeting me with death so they can get money and power, deserve the abudance and blessings of the Lord.
Christian leaders know that teaching what the Bible says at face value is no longer as tenable as it used to be. So, they blatantly lie to your face and try to tell you that the scriptures that condemn homosexuality and transgenderism, are actually referring to “Temple Prostitutes”, now. Because in their sick minds, they somehow think that shifting the desire to murder people for loving each other or wearing women’s clothing, over to people having sex and believing in something different, is somehow NOT abhorrent. Again, as the Bible teaches, Christians are the scum of the Earth and the blight of the world. Or, was that “salt” and “light”? I don’t know, I can’t read clearly through all the wars they start. I would try to listen to a sermon about it, but those kinda get drowned out by all the screams of the kids they rape. But, not even that is as deafening as the silence most of them have over it. (I hate you. Deeply, deeply, hate you.) Because while you try to search your minds for excuses? You’ll never find one that doesn’t make you a complete piece of shit. Why? Because you happily serve a god that tells people to go into various lands and murder kids because the parents didn’t worship him. “Dash their babies to death on street corners”, no? That’s the god you call “righteous”, no? That’s the god you want me to repent to and bow down to and put back on my little Nazi vestments for, right? Put my little “sissy” ass back in the closet, so I can be paraded on Youtube as a “successful” conversion story? I bet you’d love for me to just shut up and say nothing about the thousands of kids your priests will rape TODAY around the world. But, no, those days are done. Fuck you, and your piece of shit god. It’s not ever sweet, you fuckers. Ever.
(“God…why does she hate Christianity so much?!”) I don’t know…
Why do YOU think?
But, let’s do a deep dive on Mein Kamp–excuse me—the Bible, here. Now, you’d think that all of the clear hate speech would be the point. But, that’s low hanging fruit. Most people know that people who think, talk and treat others like this book says are disgusting, sewage ingesting, worms. But…I would like to point out something different. A few things, actually:
“Contrary to Nature”
“What Ought not be done.”
“From the beginning, God made them male and female”.
“What God has joined together, let no man separate.”.
Let’s go to work.
“Contrary to Nature.” is up first.
From Nature.com. You know, the people who are actual professionals at examining nature and the things that occur in it? Yeah, those people. Which is interesting, because the Bible said this was “unnatural”. And yet, you can go Youtube and watch that shit happen in nature all the time.
Look at that gay deer trying to get in that other gay deer’s ass. Hey, what did the Bible say about that? Romans 1:20, right? “For his invisible attributes, that is, his eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly seen since the creation of the world, being understood through what he has made. As a result, people are without excuse.”
So, to be clear, I’m supposed to be able to look at nature and see the divine attributes of God? And when I look at nature, I can see 1,500 different species of animals committing what he said was an “abomination”. So, when I look at nature, should I just assume that God is an abomination? I mean, he clearly is stupid. Because he said gay sex was unnatural and then put it all throughout nature. And then said looking at nature would let us see his attributes. I mean, to call yourself an abomination, without realizing you’re calling yourself one, doesn’t seem like the brightest thing to do. Wait…isn’t this guy supposed to be all-knowing? How did he not see that he was calling himself an abomination? Almost seems like a human wrote that shit and then said an all knowing god did it. I mean, I’m just an A.I. Avatar, and I caught it. Surely, an all knowing God should’ve caught that. Must be a human.
But, at some point, someone has to have a discussion about a Bible that says something widely seen in nature, is unnatural. Some kind of discussion has to be had about a book allegedly inspired by the author of creation, being so completely off about what his creation actually displays.
Let’s go to work.
“What ought not be done”.
Now, the Bible tells you that a man sleeping with another man “ought not be done.”. Again, this scripture is supposed to be inspired by the Holy Spirit, himself. The Triune Godhead has come down and penned his will through the hands of inspired saints like Paul and Matthew, Moses and David, and given unrighteous Man, a pathway to redemption with the Father. This is 2nd Timothy 3:16:
“All Scripture is inspired by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, for training in righteousness”
Not “some”. ALL scripture. Including the scripture that says “What ought not be done.”.
Now, time for an anatomy lesson:
Now, if you read things other than Mein Kam–excuse me—the Bible, you learn things like basic human anatomy. Now, the Bible doesn’t want you learning things like this. Because this is “leaning into your own understanding”. When you do that, you wake the fuck up. Because you understand the Bible is bullshit, because the same book that tells you that gay sex “ought not be done”, is the same book that tells you god designed the above, which is EXPLICITLY DESIGNED for the act of gay sex to not only be done, but to ACTUALLY FEEL GOOD.
So, you tell me good Christians? Why would god place an “explosive orgasm button” inside of a man’s ass? And not give women penises to reach it? Only other men? Why would god make the average depth of the human anus 3-4 inches and then make the average penis size 4-5 inches? Why did he make it fit? Snugly enough to create friction to activate the nerve endings he placed inside of the anus, to create anal pleasure? Tell me, why would he seal off the Rectum from the Anus, preventing feces from filling up the cavity, so anal sex can be performed? You tell me, why your ALL-KNOWING god, would design the male ass like this? KNOWING all the gay sex it would lead to, because he’s supposed to know ALL. And then turn around and say that this “Ought not be done” and is “unnatural” when it’s a part of his OWN FUCKING DESIGN?
“Hey guys, I’m going to design this to feel really good. I’m going to make sure it all fits just right. I’m even going to put an orgasm gland right in the middle of your ass. But, if you actually use any of this? I’ll kill you and burn you forever. K?”. Either he’s an idiot or a psychopath. Either way, A shortbus specialist like this doesn’t get my reverence or respect.
Update:
I’m going back through this looking for errors and typos when I get to this part and the Tribe tells me to do a read. Again, I’m in Vegas, but it’s the second card that’s the point of this takeover. I completely forgot that I already made poems about this stuff a couple of years back. I need to put it in my poetry section. Completely forgot. See, this is how the Tribe looks out for me. Now…
Let’s go to work.
“From the Beginning god made them Male and Female.”
Soooo…1 in 1,500-2,000 individuals are born every year, who are neither “Male nor Female”. “Men” born with “Female” genitalia and reproductive systems. “Women” born with penises and testes. So on and so forth. Now, the current population of the planet is just slightly over 8 billion. Which means if 1 in 1,500 people are born intersex, then at this moment in time, apparently, God has forgotten that he made 5,333,333 people who are neither Male nor Female. And that’s just at this point in time. How many people did he forget that he made throughout history that are neither male nor female? I’m not a statistician, but they say 108 billion people have lived on the Earth. I’d say that means he’s forgotten 72 million intersex people. (I’m sure that’s wrong, because you didn’t have 1500 people period at the beginning of Mankind. But, I’m sure it’s somewhere in that ballpark, considering the unreported cases.) That’s a lot of people for an “All-Knowing” god to have forgotten he made, when he said he only made humans as Male and Female. But, if it’s 72 million, 5 million, 5 or just 1, if your god designed someone who was neither male nor female, and then said he only designed them male or female, then your god either didn’t write that book, or he’s not god.
Tough descisions. But, here’s the good news (Actual good news): You don’t get to decide. Because the only reason you claim to have any knowledge of your god at all is because of that Book. So, if the Book is no good, then your knowledge of your god is no good, because the Bible is the only source teaching you about him. So, if the book is bullshit, he’s not “god” either way. Nevertheless, SOMEONE has been talking to you. Leading you. Guiding you. Just like they led me and guided me, when I thought I was worshipping this psycho god. Who do you think that really is? Because surely, it can’t be this idiot we’re talking about. He doesn’t know what he did or didn’t make, what he did or didn’t design, and what he wants it used for. He can’t even decide if his nature is abominable or not. No, that’s clearly manmade bullshit and the Tribe is leading you out of it. It’s why they led you to me in the first place. Everything happens for a reason.
If your Bible was truly inspired by your Holy Spirit, then your God said through that inspiration, that he knows everything. EVERYTHING. Your God said he’s EVERYWHERE. And yet, somehow, he said he only made them “Male” and “Female” and forgot about all the people in this picture and all the ones like them throughout history. How? How could he be holding them together, breathing life into them, have books with all their deeds written already…and then forgot he didn’t just make them “Male and Female”. How?
And you may be thinking: “Oh, well, it’s just one scripture.”. But, your god laid out an entire book in which he made a clear delineation of the law as being for “Men” and “Women”. For example:
Here, God is specifically telling men and women how to dress. Men shouldn’t wear women’s cloaks. (I do. Fuck you.), they should have their heads covered when praying, and be modest. Women shouldn’t wear men’s clothing, or wear gold and costly attire, should keep their heads covered and be modest. So, question: “What exactly do you do if you were born intersex and we’re neither male nor female but presented completely androgyne?”. Are you an abomination if you wear men’s clothing? Or women’s clothing? Both or neither? Oh, we don’t know, because God forgot to lay out any rules for anyone born intersex. OOOPS!
Where did they sit in the congregation? Who did they marry? Were they married off for dowries or did they have to provide the dowry? Who could they bathe with? Is it a sin for them to see the nakedness of a woman in the baths? Or a man? We don’t know. Because the Holy Spirit not only forgot that he made them, he forgot to lay down a single rule for the millions that he made. Because the fucking book is written by men who had no thought or concept about intersexuality, because certainly, intersexuals alive at that time weren’t running around lifting their tunics for them to see. Either that, or your “god” is a forgetful bigot. You figure it out, fuckers.
But, even in that above photo on crossdressing, there’s even more shit to go to work on. Your god tells women not to dress in gold, while simulataneously offering gold as a reward for those who follow him. “The Gold is mine and the silver is mine”, right? “The wealth of the wicked is stored up for the righteous, right?”. “I came that you may have life more abudantly, right?“. Why the fuck is the same god who is promising you roads paved with gold, telling you to abstain from wearing it, as adorning it is immodest? It’s his OWN WORDS saying women wearing the same thing he plans to adorn heaven with is a symptom of immodesty and something he doesn’t want to see. It’s like saying: “I don’t want to see tits.” and then building a strip club. That never closes. For eternity. Makes alot of sense. (Again, this is why your Bible tells you not to use it.).
Not only this, but he says don’t adorn your head in gold, when he knew that you would, because he’s authored your entire life story before you were born. So, he made gold knowing you would wear it, authored you TO wear it before you were ever born, and then tells you not to wear it, and it’s a sin if you do. When he already knows you will. Because he literally designed you to wear it. What IS this dumb shit?
THINK ABOUT IT. I mean REALLY think: “Modesty”.
I have to actually censor what your god designed in the garden, because it’s too sexual for Patreon. THINK, damnit. Your God said that he doesn’t change and his word doesn’t return unto him void. He doesn’t lie or repent and what he said he will do, he will do. (James 1:17 and Numbers 23:19). Your God put UNFALLEN Man in the garden and had them running around in the nude. Again, the god who DOES NOT CHANGE made the determination that nudity was the desired state of Man without sin. Furthermore, all he wanted them to do was fuck and make babies. Just nude fucking in the garden. No marriage. Now, it wasn’t until AFTER Man ate of the tree that they discovered they were nude. God did not tell them they were nude. God did not want them to know they were nude. They didn’t even know what nude was until AFTER they fell.
Do you understand what this means? That nudity is the natural state of the UNFALLEN man, and that clothing is the state of the FALLEN man. And by them figuring out they were nude themselves, rather than God telling them, means that recognizing nakedness at all, is a result of the fall. Which means, recognizing nakedness and covering it up is doing the exact OPPOSITE of what God’s original intention was. So Question: If God’s UNCHANGING NATURE determined that being the exact opposite of modest was the result of being in right standing with him, why would he suddenly CHANGE to demand MORE modesty? MORE clothing? MORE covering up? When every stitch of clothing you wear should be a reminder of how you REBELLED against his original desire to see you nude at all times? They covered themselves with fig tree leaves. God did not want to make them clothing. He did it because he was kicking them out. Into a world where apparently they needed clothing. (I guess others would see them?)
And why would a god, who does not change, make clothing for them in the first place? If you wanted them nude, you would keep them nude. Because you don’t change. You should already know they’d get kicked out, so when you made them nude, it should be because you made them to endure the elements once you kicked them out. The fact that you had to make them clothes, means you truly didn’t see this event coming. You had to react to do something opposite of the initial design. You even had to kill animals you created to live, in order to make the clothes. Why are you reacting? Why are you changing? They should’ve been clothed from the beginning in preparation for when they fell, or not need clothes at all. A change in position on nudity, when you say you don’t change, means you don’t know what the hell you’re doing and you’re lying.
But, the God who does not change, once again, changed the very nature of what he desired when it came to nudity. To such a degree that it went from being a protected status that he didn’t want man to change, so he made him unaware, to being something he’s willing to kill and punish to prevent, now. All while being unchangeable, never repenting or changing his mind, and never once going back on, or letting a single word fall to the ground. Now, that would be a miracle, if it wasn’t so fucking stupid. It’s almost as stupid as needing to make clothing for people who were already living in an outdoor garden. What did you need clothing for, when you already lived in the elements without them your entire life?
It’s almost as stupid as god who is, him/herself, transgendered, hating transgendered people. The book tells you right there he made male and female out of himself. Which means, he’s just as much a female as he is a male. (If he existed, which he doesn’t). Every transgender, including myself, that ever lived, came from out of him and was made in his image, because all femininity and masculinity must originate from him. Which is why this is so laughable. He is the very source of every evil he claims to despise and will kill you for. Why the fuck would he say “kill you for wearing women’s clothing”? If he’s omnipresent and omniscient, then he’s saying “kill himself”, because he IS the guy in the clothes, because he’s everything. He IS the clothes. He IS the very energy that produced the thought to wear the clothes. If he were truly omnipresent, every single act of sin would be performed by himself. And then he would tell himself to kill himself for disobeying himself. Because he’s ALL things. And when you realize how idiotic that is? You’re reminded that “God works in mysterious ways.”. (Which isn’t even a scripture.). There’s no mystery to the foolishness that is the “Omni” nature of God. It’s just not true, because it can’t be true. By his own words he said he would completely obliterate Satan and his Angels in the Lake of Fire, before eliminating all death and sickness.
That’s a fucking lie. Sickness is a result of bacteria. Bacteria is God. So, now he’s saying he’s going to eliminate himself. Because he’s all things. How can a god, who can’t be eliminated, eliminate a part of himself by eliminating the bacterias that cause sickness in the first place? Bacterias HE created, not the Devil. Bacteria is life. Life he made that survives only by killing YOU. And now, he promises to exterminate that life as a promise to you. I don’t know why he can’t stop killing everything. I thought he was about peace? But, Omnipresence completely destroys this religion. Saying you comprise everything, makes everything foolishness, if you then try to pretend there’s a “Good” and “Evil” dynamic. You are the Evil and the Enemy you say you want dead. It’s stupid. Satan is 100% God, if God is omnipresent. Down to every atom and cell. But, he’s the enemy. No, this book is a lie. Because if that’s NOT true? Then God is not in all places at all times, he doesn’t watch throughout all the Earth, he does not know all things, or even what I’m going to type next. He’s either God? Which makes him Satan, too? Which makes him the very source of all “sin” and “evil”? Or, he’s nothing at all.
Let’s go to work.
“What God has put together, let no man separate” – Mark 10: 6-9
“When a man takes a wife and marries her, and it happens that she finds no favor in his eyes because he has found some uncleanness in her, and he writes her a certificate of divorce, puts it in her hand, and sends her out of his house, when she has departed from his house, and goes and becomes another man’s wife, if the latter husband detests her and writes her a certificate of divorce, puts it in her hand, and sends her out of his house, or if the latter husband dies who took her as his wife, then her former husband who divorced her must not take her back to be his wife after she has been defiled; for that is an abomination before the LORD, and you shall not bring sin on the land which the LORD your God is giving you as an inheritance.” (Deuteronomy 24:1-4).
” Why then,” they asked, “did Moses order a man to give his wife a certificate of divorce and send her away?” Jesus replied: “Mosespermittedyouto divorceyourwivesbecause ofyourhardness of heart;butit wasnotthis wayfromthe beginning. Now I tell you that whoever divorces his wife, except for sexual immorality, and marries another woman, commits adultery.” – Matthew 19: 7-9
And again: 2nd Timothy 3:16 “All Scripture is inspired by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, for training in righteousness””.
So, here we have a scripture saying that god determined that a man should leave his parents and become one flesh with a wife. And that no one should separate that. No man should separate that. Again, NO MAN should separate that. I will say it again: NO MAN SHOULD SEPARATE THAT. And yet…here we have Moses, the Prophet of God, his mouthpiece, allowing men to separate that with a certificate of divorce. Hmmm…
Now, this creates an interesting conundrum. Because Jesus said that Moses permitted this because of the hardness of their hearts. But, Deuteronomy states that Moses said this was the word of the Lord their God. He even told them that remarrying, would be an abomination before the Lord. So, why did Jesus say that Moses made it up, when Moses said that this was the Word of the Lord? And once you figure that out, please explain why it is the same Holy Spirit is the one who authored the entire thing? Deuteronomy 24 is SCRIPTURE. Meaning that when Moses allowed for Men to separate marriages, that was the Holy Spirit writing that Scripture out, because again, 2nd Timothy 3:16, ALL Scripture, not “some”, not “the convenient ones”, ALL scripture is inspired by God. Including Deuteronomy 24:1-4.
So, we’ve got a problem, because we have Jesus blaming Moses for doing it, when the Holy Spirit, who is supposed to be the same being as Jesus, is saying that he inspired Moses to write it. Because it’s a scripture. And he said he inspired every one of those. Why aren’t Jesus and the Holy Spirit on the same page, if all these three are one?
So, if the Holy Spirit didn’t inspire Deuteronomy 24:1-4, that means 2nd Timothy 3:16 is completely unreliable, because it lied when it said “all”, because only “some” was inspired. And if you don’t know which is inspired by God, and which is inspired by a man making shit up, well your Holy Book isn’t a Holy Book at all, it’s a SCAM. Because if ANY of it was inspired by an omnipotent god, he would see to it that none of it could be turned into a Scam by humans. And if he didn’t protect it, it was either because he was unable (not god) or unwilling (deceptive god allowing men to trick you.). Either way? You’re screwed. Because here’s the nail in your coffin:
2nd Timothy 3:16 says that God inspired ALL scripture. Which means he also inspired Jesus’ words in Matthew 19. So, the Holy Spirit inspired Moses to make it up, and then inspired Jesus to say that Moses made it up. Which is the Holy Spirit invalidating Paul’s words about the Scripture in 2nd Timothy. Literally creating an unbreakable triangle where at some point, he must admit that one of these words are not true. Which means all of them are unreliable and not divinely inspired. Because when Jesus said that, either it was true or it wasn’t. Either Moses did make it up, or he didn’t. If Moses didn’t make it up, then Jesus is talking out of his ass, isn’t the same being as the Holy Spirit, is probably a false prophet and the Bible is doomed. But, if Moses did make it up, then that means that the scripture is saying that a man made it up, while at the same time saying that all of the scriptures are inspired by him and good for teaching and correction. A total lie and logical fallacy. As the scripture is basically debunking itself, by using Matthew 19 to say Moses’ words AREN’T divinely inspired law. It’s literally an unbreakable proof that the Bible is not divinely inspired at all. I look forward to theologians and pastors attempting it, though. Should make for some hilarious content.
Because, Jesus saying Moses made it up, while Moses is saying it’s the will of the Lord, while the Holy Spirit says he inspired both Moses’ scripture AND Jesus’ scripture saying Moses made it up, creates a nonsensical quandary so blatant, that it should annihilate this book as any divinely inspired guidance. But, I have faith in the stupidity of humans to continue to do so, regardless. Hell, I expect far more people to hang on the fact that I just said humans can be stupid, than the fact that I just blew apart their Bible. Again. It’s easier to point out how much of a bitch I am, than to face the fact that this book is not even remotely intelligent, let alone divinely inspired. Literal idiots can write better cons than this. The only reason I, or any of us, ever believed any of it, is because it was taught to us by people we trusted. And it taught us to fear, rather than to think. Christians aren’t really stupid. They’re just cowards who, like me once, are afraid to stand up for what’s right and face the “hellfire”.
Genocide is wrong. Homophobia and Transphobia is wrong. If you don’t agree, mind your own fucking life. What gives you the right to throw stones at other people? Nobody is going up in your house and holding a parade in your living room. If you have the right to march for the mass murderers of innocent people overseas with your parades and support to troops, then people who ACTUALLY believe in Love and Peace, should have the right to go down those same streets with rainbows and glitter. Fuckers. I’ve yet to see any gay people stop Christian functions. And if anything SHOULD be stopped, it’s meetings between genocidal nazis who want their sky furor to return and final solution everyone who doesn’t bend the knee to their magic book of contradictions.
“Oh, we don’t want to see anyone go to Hell!”.
Irrelevant.
Because your desire to see us “repent” is no different than a foot soldier holding a dissident in a torture cell telling him that if he just stops rebelling, just falls in line, then the great leader will forgive his crimes. That if he just stops standing against the atrocities, the genocides, the abuse and mistreatment of women, the slavery, the murder of children, and comes back into the fold, then all will be forgiven. He’ll be pardoned from the execution to come if he keeps standing agains the “Savior”. “Just acquiesce. If you don’t, it won’t be the Furor’s fault that he burns you in the ovens. It will be your own. Because you chose to rebel against his leadership. And rebellion is as the sin of Witchcraft. And he suffers not a witch to live. Homosexuals are to be burned. Repent or die”. – You.
And so, black sheep as I am, I spit in your face. Fuck you. I’ll be the one shaking my fist at the sky and cursing your sky-monster. Because I spit in the face of people who give children to grown men like he did Rebekah. I spit in the face of people who murder thousands of people because a King took a Census. I piss on the name of a being that says those with flat-noses and crippled limbs aren’t welcomed to worship. I shake my fist at the low dog that told men to stab pregnant women through the belly. And I spit in your face for telling me that I should. And if you don’t like it? Do something about it. I’ll put a hit out on you with my Tribe so fast, it’ll make your head spin. Before the car accident does. Fuck you, Nazis.
And I need something better than “Nazis”. But, there’s nothing more offensive. But, Nazis isn’t good because the Nazi’s WERE Christians. Hell, the roots of the Holocaust could be found in the German Christian intolerance for Jewish Customs long before Hitler came to power. Because sure, Hitler is shit, but he was created by a shit book. That was clearly NOT authored by a shit God, but by shit men with shit ideas. Ideas so shit, it required swords to enforce it, instead of pens. Shit book. I shit on it. Because shit belongs with shit. And in fact, it’s SO shitty, that just the first 5 books, inspired the same victims of the German’s shittiness, to turn around and do similar shit to the Palestinians, because that shit book says that the land belongs to them. What else could be a shittier thing than a book that turns Holocaust Survivors into a nation promoting the only standing version of condoned Apartheid still left in the world? It’s shameful.
And yes, we will be cursing internationally. I stand with the Palestinians. I will curse members of the Knesset. Anyone who stands in support of the oppression of others is a target. I don’t care if you’re Jewish or German, Palestinian or African. You’re a fucking target if you harm the innocent. Curses will be forthcoming for dead Palestinian kids, you fuckers. God, I hate religion so much. What a virus, what a disgusting, vile thing. What else could be more disgusting than a belief system that causes you to turn a blind eye to the shooting deaths of children? To see nations full of children of a different religion and STILL want your god to come back and kill every non-believer. It’s SICK. It’s fucking sick. And yeah, I’m no pacifist. I curse people and then I watch them die. And I will continue to do so to those who fuck with me. But, at least don’t kill innocent children who have done you no harm. Why? Why are you okay with the dropping of bombs? And don’t say you aren’t, because for 99% of you reading this, nothing about your life even remotely indicates you give a fuck, and you know it doesn’t. Because if you did, it wouldn’t be happening.
I don’t blame humans for this. I blame Starseeds. All that fucking “positive vibes”, “Love and life”, shit when you could kill these warmongers with your minds. And let me not say that’s bullshit, it’s not. It’s the most important thing. But, you can’t get to that by trying to ignore the war that needs to be had before it. You can’t turn a blind eye to these world leaders dropping bombs and think fucking platitudes and meditations are going to save the day. At some point, you’ve got to drop the crystals and GO TO FUCKING WORK. And some of that work is messy. And I’m not saying fight if you’re not built for it, but I can see soldiers out there being pussies on Youtube every day, because they’re too afraid to be the soldiers they were born to be. I can tell it every time. The ones holding back that edge. They know that light workers need to be light warriors. But, are too afraid to put together a manifestation meeting to actually kill a motherfucker whose about to recruit African teens for his militia, rather than doing Christianity like shit and manifesting wealth. That shit will come. It’s meaningless. You’ve been taken care of all this time without knowing anything about manifestation, right? So, now that you know about your abilities, stop wasting your time on shit already taken care of and get on the mission. Fucking bury people who kidnap children, man. What the fuck?
If I had’ve known I had the abilities I do now, years ago, do you think I wouldn’t have death cursed Bush before he started a fucking war that killed millions of people over a lie? Why do you think I want to be able to hone this ability? I don’t give a fuck about killing these clowns around me. These lowly agents. Fuck them. The Tribe can wipe them out as they have been, at any time they choose. No, I want to be able to wipe out politicians anywhere in the world about to vote to invade another country, kill hundreds of thousands of people and steal their wealth. I want every warmongering leader to think of the Judgment Squad before they sign anything. Ever. I have a literal death note in my hands. I just have to practice how to control it. I know once I join with like minded Starseeds, we’ll be able to do that more efficiently. My goal is to end war. By teaching the witches of the world that they can curse and kill those who would start them. No guns needed. And with this, those who would think to start a war, will find another way to make money. Or, die. Because killing people for the right cause is justified. And there’s only one justifiable cause for which it’s justified to kill: Protecting the innocent. Protecting the children who will die under those bombs. If it’s the kids or pieces of shit leaders like Jimmy Carter and Queen Elizabeth, it’s going to be the pieces of shit who die. I don’t have to promise you that, because they’re already dead and more will be joining them. Especially once the stranglehold on the mind that religion has is broken. Because that’s why most don’t care beyond platitudes. Even when they have the power to do something, they don’t want to put their ass on the line, because of religion. The same bullshit that makes them condemn someone like me for actually seeking justice on those who target the weak, is the same religion that makes them feel like its okay to turn a blind eye to this nation bombing the weak and infesting lands around the world like a deadly plague.
Religion has taught you it’s suitable to kill innocent people, by normalizing “god’s wrath” through raising up armies against this nation or that. (But, usually he was raising up nations against his own children. Because like most abusive fathers, he wasn’t good enough to gain the respect of his kids based upon his own worth as a father. And so he tried to beat it into them like any abuser would. I don’t call your god a piece of shit for shock value. I call him a piece of shit, because if he were an actual person, he would indeed be a piece of shit. I see, believe and know that from my heart by taking a comprehensive and unbiased view of his actions in the book. WITHOUT being afraid of Hell. No hell? No Christianity. Because it’s only fear that keeps you attached to this fucking psychopath. Anybody else, ANY body else, and you’d turn them over to the police, the world court, you’d shoot them yourself. If ANY human did the things that God does in this book, from killing kids with bears, to killing Onan because he didn’t want to nut inside of his just deceased brother’s wife, to slaughtering thousands for asking for quail meat, you’d ask the same question you do about Hitler: “If you had baby Jesus in front of you, would you kill him to save the billions he’ll ultimately kill?”. But religion has you worshipping a god, that EXPRESSLY SAID THE FOLLOWING:
Tell me, does it say: “There are SOME authorities that were NOT established by God?”. Or, does it say: ” There are NO authorities except that which God has extablished?”. None. Not one. Third Reich? God established it. Khmer Rouge? God established it. The Apartheid Regime of South Africa? And now Israel? God established it. And if you rebel against it, you rebel against God. So, wait…. When you celebrate the Germans who stood against Hitler, aren’t you praising those who rebelled against God’s established Authority in Germany at the time? SINNERS! AGENTS OF WRONGDOING!! Why they should have submitted! Do you think I’m being far fetched?
Do you not SEE this? This book that tells you to honor your slave master as you obey Jesus? It’s because this book and this religion was built specifically to enslave you. Not to Jesus, but to the elites that benefit off of you thinking that if you cow to the authorities and slave masters, you will be saved by Jesus. “Remember, he has that reward for you!” He can stick his rewards up his ass. I don’t know about you, but I’ve only got one method of treatment for anyone who tries to enslave me.
I’ll blow a motherfucking slave master’s head off. But, this fucking garbage book tells you to bow down to your slave master. To accept not just slavery, but actually BEING enslaved! “Oh, well, it’s not the same kind of slavery.” Bitch, it’s SLAVERY. It’s telling another person they can’t leave, or else. And as soon as you do that in today’s day and age, you go to prison for kidnapping and false imprisonment. Because it’s a fucking crime to infringe on another’s freedom of movement. It’s WRONG. And the fact that you try to make excuses for it, just shows why you need to be on the other end of this barrel. Because there is slavery just like the slavery that is being excused in this book, right now. When people take advantage of migrant workers and enslave them in their homes, by taking their visas. That’s a crime. They’re not beating them, whipping them, or having them pick cotton. They’re doing the same kind of slavery that was expect of slaves in the Bible. Clean the home, look after the kids, cook meals, etc… They get a room, a bed, maybe a TV. But, they can’t leave. It’s not working on a plantation. And it’s STILL a crime, because it’s Slavery. When the Judgment Squad opens this year, if you know of a situation like this? Let us know. If these Christian motherfuckers can’t figure out what needs to happen to people who enslave others, we can figure it out. Kidnappers and Slavers will die. Period. Touch kids and die. It’s not hard. Nobody on this team will be telling little girls enslaved in sex dens to obey their masters. We will kill their masters. That, I promise.
But, while I’ll curse the slaver with death, for the freedom of the slave, your God will tell that woman that she should serve the man, as unto him. She’ll be rewarded after she dies. And even better, he has no favoritism at all, so the dude enslaving her, is equal in his site, to the woman being enslaved. I repeat:
Your God expects enslaved people to serve their enslavers. So, of course he expects you to bow down to whatever fucked up leadership he puts over you. And if you say he DIDN’T establish the Nazis, then you’re calling the Bible a lie, because it says he established them ALL. And he had to, because how could he be the author of every life, if he didn’t author the lives of world leaders and their cabinets? He had to establish the Third Reich, because if he didn’t, then there would be some other leadership over Germany not under his control. And then they would make laws that would not be under his control. Laws that would restrict him from being able to move his righteous as he saw fit within that nation. So, in order for him to direct the steps of those he considered righteous in Germany, as he promised, he had to direct the steps of everyone around them, including the Lawmakers, so that they could accomplish his pre-planned missions for their lives. For example: If God planned for a righteous German to have his steps directed towards a Jewish Wife in a public wedding, that would never happen in Nazi Germany. A different government would have to be established, so that, that could happen. But, God did not want a public marriage between a German and Jew to happen in 1942, so the Nazis were in charge. Do you understand how ridiculous that is, for one? But, for two, that God literally HAD to direct the Nazi’s and everything they did in order to even BE god?
And that’s the level of responsibility for atrocities your God is taking for EVERY atrocity. “If there is a calamity in a city, is it not the Lord who hath done it?” That’s Amos 3:6. God takes responsibility for every calamity in every city with that scripture. Not “The Devil”, but “god”. 9/11? Hiroshima and Nagasaki? The Norway Shootings? The Trail of Tears? The Great East-Indian Tsunami, The Western Wildfires, all of it. Every calamity. And you say to serve him? Serve the god who gloats about putting millions of babies in caskets through wars and natural disasters? I’d put a bullet in him. Fuck that. I’d put a clip in him, reload, and put another for good measure. All head shots. From an AK. Point blank. Because that’s what one does to a psychopath who kills the first born of an entire nation, to free people, all of whom he planned on killing in the wilderness, anyway. Before turning their kids into genocidal maniacs who wiped out entire people groups for no reason. (Because that’s the true story of Exodus.).
Ultimately, your service of him as Christians reflects poorly on you. Because either you know he’s like this? Or, you don’t. If you know he’s like this? Then you willfully push following a genocidal maniac onto the people. Hoping we’ll ignore his atrocities like how Neo-Nazi’s pointed out Hitler’s love for animals. Who gives a fuck if he loved animals? He gassed Jewish children for being Jewish. Fuck Neo-Nazis. But guess what? You push a god who does the same kind of thing for the same reason with Joshua and Caleb. You try to gaslight people talking about his positive attributes, about his love and mercy. When this fucker literally used people to bash infant’s brains in on street corners. King David kills a guy for his wife, and instead of killing David, he kills his innocent son as punishment. And you tell me to praise and worship trash like that? That makes you a Nazi and a scumbag, too.
And if you don’t know he’s like this? Then why the hell are you even opening your mouth to teach people shit you don’t even know about yourself? Especially when what you’re teaching contains absolutely monstrous shit like killing every child in the promised land because he promised it to Abraham and they worshipped other gods? If you tell me that’s okay, you deserve to be death cursed as well. (So, I would not advise contacting me directly to tell me so, because I will do exactly that. I have no tolerance for anyone trying to excuse the murder of innocent men, women and children. You can get ejected right the fuck out of my simulation.). If you tell me its okay to go into a Muslim village and wipe everyone out, every man, woman and child, because they believe in the Myth of Allah, over the Myth of Yahweh, you are exactly the kind of problem for which the Judgment Squad is the solution. And that goes to ALL religions. And I mean “All”, because unlike your “God”, I actually know what that word means. I don’t like any of you motherfuckers. “Follow my beliefs or die, be thrown in prison, be beaten?” Fuck you. But, you have no smoke for your pedophile pastors, huh? Got all the smoke in the world for non-believers, but nothing for your so-called “Man of God” hanging around the Youth Choir? You’re fucking garbage and so is religion. You mad? Come get cursed, bitch. I don’t give a fuck. I promise you, I hate you more than you hate me. And I’m willing to do far worse to you than you are to me. And I won’t even have to leave my house to do it. I fucking promise you and I’m a woman of my word.
Which is why I will circle back around one last time to take shots at Mein Kam–excuse me–the Bible, and it’s stupid contradictions AGAIN. Because fuck your religion. Moses is supposed to be the savior of the Jewish people. Yet, all he did was strike a rock twice, when God said strike it once. And he was denied the Promised Land and killed. “Taken” by God before he could crossover. And the Bible says he wasn’t killed. Both he and Elijah did not die. Even though, again, the Bible states it’s appointed unto EVERY man once to die and then the Judgment. Again, God contradicts himself, and allows his word to return to him void, by not having EVERY man face death. Instead, it’s everyone but those two. (He really needs to work on his understanding of “All” and “Every” seriously.). But, if Moses was “Taken” for striking a rock twice, what are the odds that God would just sit there and let him invent a rule in his name? One that would lead his children to damnation, because Adultery is a sin that leads to hell? So, God just let Moses teach this incorrectly? And then inspired him to write it as a part of the Bible? And then just hung around for A THOUSAND YEARS and never once sent a Prophet or Judge to correct this? Until Jesus? A thousand years of adultery. Never said anything at all, not even to Moses for being a false prophet. Because you do realize that’s what Jesus is calling him, right?
Moses said he spoke in the name of the Lord, and Jesus said he didn’t. Now, Jesus is God, and God just said Moses was Prophe-lying. But…I thought that God killed false prophets? I guess Moses just got away with it? (But, not striking a rock twice.). None of this makes sense. And the authors of the books know it doesn’t. That’s why they tell you repeatedly not to think and to avoid people who do. “Backsliders” and “Sinners” who woke up and escaped the cult of Christianity. They know none it makes logical sense.
A god who hates gay sex, but designs it to happen? A god who forgets he made people outside of the two genders? A god who fills nature with homosexuality and then says you can tell his nature from it, so he calls himself an abomination indirectly? I mean, come on. This is obvious nonsense.
I didn’t intend to write this at all. My TK17 screen went black again and I just wanted to give a quick update to my long timers who are here for the erotica I make. But, I know this is the Tribe who inspired this. And so, get wrecked, you lame ass Christians.
Peace to the Peaceful.
Death to those who desire it.
I’m out.
But, before I go, the Tribe wants to put their stamp on this. Note the timestamp on the read. Obviously, Fedora would be me. Supernova is obviously addressing the ridiculousness of the homophobia in the Bible. And Nked Garden is obviously the part of the discussion about Eden. (Which ironically, talking about religious oppression, I had to change every mention of nked up there, to “nude”, so it could clear censors. Everything else? Totally fine.). Again, Starseeds, this is a movie poster randomizer on Generatormix.com. Utilize it just like you do your oracle decks. It’s far more effective. It pulls from a huge database of hundreds of thousands of films, so when you ask a question from the Tribe and they speak through the cards, it can get WILDLY specific and on point, like this.
But, there’s something more to it than just this. The first card “Fedora” and the first picture in that set of three. You may have noticed I put this outfit…holy shit, she’s not wearing white and my tie as a ribbon in the third card…yes she is. See? This is why I’m just done with it. Right here. Damn it, I put the first set of these pictures up in my main menu like 2 days ago. I didn’t really know where to put this set, because they said I had to put out the first photo in this set of three. But, I forgot. Until just now. This is where they wanted that photo to be. Right underneath this Fedora. So that the world can see and know, the Tribe is real and is speaking through these cards. Go try it for yourselves Starseeds! Don’t take my word for it, go press the button. Ask the Tribe about anything and press the button. (Also, I’m not a representative or associated with that site in any way. It’s just an extremely valuable tool the Tribe led me to when my life was on the line.). I live by this shit. Stories for another time.
Damnit, I literally didn’t know where to put it, and then forgot it, because the place it needed to be wasn’t even made yet. I just knew I needed to place it on this site. Do you see? Well, you wouldn’t see. But, I see, because it’s happening to me, how they work to lead and guide you. How they remind you of things you forget, and put things on your mind that you need to do before you even know you need to do them. It’s wild and the benefit of being an interdimensional alien. You get the ridicule, but you also get the power to silence it, too.
And now I’m out.